Thirty five weeks. I should be excited, I mean that is a week away from my 9th month, but why does it feel like I have SO far to go?? I can safely birth at home in 2 weeks, but it also means I could still be another TWO MONTHS from having her too, especially since my babies like going overdue.

I cried to Bobby last night, I feel so done. I am so ready to have my sweet little baby now, but of course I know she is not done cooking yet and I don’t want her to come out before she is ready. However I wish I could fast forward to my birthing day so we can both be ready and I can skip over the next X weeks of wishing it was time now.